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Again, you are being made so many wonderful folks and now all my goodness. We have Lynn Eldridge with us, which is DL DR IDG Eagle.

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It is fun and her book challenging title limiters tell you bipolar two beloved one hour journey from mental health illness to freedom. So Agnes tell you from personal experience with this one.

A lot of I have a dear friend who wrote the article it said mental illness is the disease that gets billed to consider other words, you do prayer request Sunday school class. I'm struggling was that schizophrenia man all yellow spring is chicken soup and that kind of stuff so I'm very curious, how that is.

People in the church is all that open and somebody said to me once Another book site by pulling polemic because the people that come to our meetings. Bipolar at I found that when it was announced By in the morning at the end of the rest of the grandchildren bipolar.

The Manatee I am up to my Mike's bipolar and I was being followed down the hallway and a Christian conference because it isn't that unusual anymore effective. Mike's thought when I see on the news. Let's a whole left): 50. I'm sure I'm sure my goodness are such a story better and so many lives. That really so I'm very curious your own journey so I'm sure that this book is about that story but were you active in the church with diagnosis came in and how did the people and trying to lack history raised in the church, vacation Bible school went to several denominations. My mother was always seeking more on I had childhood depression. Didn't know what it was when I would get back to my room crying.

My father would say what is wrong since I had no understanding me Carol.

I just want to ask you something I wanted dog so they dog dog happy but that was the beginning of me looking for things on the outside and meet what was going on on the inside because I didn't know what was going on my American Indian ancestry might've played into the alcoholism my documents and family history of mental illness. Yes, my great-grandmother some besides my family, it's stream weight prevalent in our family.

Even though we are looked on the outside is successful, that not successful when their children and grandchildren shooting up heroin and their beautiful homes with nice cars and dying so success looks like something like pretty inside and outside Jesus talks about washing the outside of the inside of my journey that after my mother had, however, had a ministry and church every Sunday, but she didn't know what love looks like. So it looks like criticism that looked like berating like because that's all she by the time I met my grandmother.

She Jesus I don't know what my mom that lead to generational patterns. We do these things and church doesn't always know how to adjust for them.

My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge. So I got tired of DB raining by the time I hit high school. Well I started my first eating disorder when I was great because I wasn't skinny even though I was probably 95 Right and the boys in my head and the boy step appeared to me that my mother heard from her mother and and so it continues. I found in high school, which gave me a measure of control for the pain and the way maybe then I found other drugs I started dating right feeling good now I cannot. Well, a little Christ this and maybe that would be better in my foot deep and true happiness no idea what he's talking about because I identified the same. Critical voice and I that's what I believe course, it a lot and this is who I'm told I am in the right thing no I ended up getting involved with funding to buy in bulk. I was not your school so I got involved with older men that were selling to me in bulk and I graduate from high school year early and I taking money to Florida by keyless cocaine and bring it back in my home state. When I got a phone call from my mother. One day Jesus come over here now. She said the FBI have come to father nine.

They're going to arrest you and for the people you're dealing with the going to kill you if you don't get out you someplace where no one would find you and I said where's that she does a Bible college so I went two hours later I was on a well-known campus and power cannot be changed. Everything nobody preaching level data restarted from semester so what lived with my mother's sister in a nearby city out-of-state and same family pattern, so I thought looked like something Wendy did well is I was opening the door to all the doors and held Jesus said to me, and we didn't know God's way we do know is true, we didn't know can you structures of our church our culture. The one lots radically.

So while you take me back to good last couple parts of that sweet you went to this Christian campus and their use of the love of Christ came crashing back to what that was standing on the campus and I I don't know how to describe it except for I focused love and I felt his compassion in his presence and forgiveness.

And so there was a piece there on that place and did that stay until I moved in with my aunt and started in on the same forgiveness towards my uncle. You know that dishonored towards my mother and the words that were actually condemning me and other people and night.

God's ways. They were invitation to war-torn forgiveness. We don't open the door to the tormentor) rails not shed okay so went from the campus out of the vent. Well I am going to small Bible college and graduated with a bachelors in theology and a real door bipolar torment I got on a plane to Dallas walked in the pardoning Cowboys.

There is a good-looking man. There cocaine dealer so I went back to same place that I had been set free from Nephi 11 power of God, because I did ways of God try so I ended up going to Chicago and getting involved with some people up there that are probably not healthy for me in the siding of my troubles are in Chicago. I Still further way so I went to India I moved to Thailand. Thailand yeah I got into quite a few different New Age food, dualism, Taoism, alcoholism, and those things quite the answer you're searching for the whole thing when you would listen about stories you go you would send something on that campus that there's there is a piece of understanding. So no wonder you're gonna be working. I find this permanently rather than felt so silly getting out of the mentalist in 2011 and I asked my cousin, who unfortunately is to see if he could fill with me some help rescuing myself. It was a sealer church now, but I went and I got invited to a ceiling room with a page from the NFL Present and I told Don I give him one more chance and so all that I think you healed the lunatic you had compassion on the multitude you killed them all. You're not a respecter of person to not amend my I want my healing.

I ran into a woman.

My mother and myself when I was a girl and cheek-I need prayers.

This quiet time. Bipolar and suicidal and abetting disorders and I'm addicted to NATO medical yet yes she does know you're not there. They had nothing challenger Bob not me to give you beauty for ashes to ashes to see you want to please not that she was crazier than I was. So I went back next week. Told her I was five� I just know you're not, you know their fax and there's truth, the facts are. You had a diagnosis that God sex she's the truth so woo hoo you want to make the systems of this world were the one who created you, you have the mind.

You are the apple of his.

He is pleased with you. He's not angry with you. See I thought God was angry, punishing, judging, condemning, etc. somebody said to me, is that Congress that you so maybe I identified God through the eyes of my most influential parent when I was growing up.

So what I had to do is go back to the Bible and learn what the truth was well that is quite a story. Bipolar two beloved again Lynn Eldridge endorsed by Dr. Randy Clark Dr. Heidi Baker got and Dr. Mark Hutchins so when you're writing the book when you're writing the book. Quite often God's makes up on you. You really have processed much what was your chapter. Something within the book that just like that. I did not see that coming did not not yet received Christ in that gender place. What I think is taking a long time to recognize from writing the book is that she's given me a voice and that I'm qualified to get. I know history.

He has done given me this story not because I'm I'm smart because he's get and I just think goodness of God. And it's really hard sometimes to be brought up in families with his left same and control is a bit so beautifully rephrased the way I have a friend is junkyard guy� He says it like this. What I thought because he was a drug do all the stuff asking to teach Sunday school. I am totally this qualified but what he said he discovered was what he thought made him this qualified actually made it uniquely qualified to write and so the other thing that jumps out in Scripture to David 719 Psalm right. I will give my testimony before K and not be ashamed. Nobody nobody Tells their story because you're the only person that lives and then as miraculous God story because we know who the hero right.

We know the hero in my story.

Believe me, I think.

Find like mine did not like mowing were all for coming. You know there's no I only place I understand normal as the dishwasher you don't find it anywhere else so I don't think that anybody else's got no because we all have our struggles and I'm sure that the gods of the fortunately love you and and get on the other thing that I would say to you I think you need to hear this as I Corinthians chapter 1 it says the God of all comfort comforts us that we can comfort others with the comfort and that's what this book is right now. I love that he takes an foolish found the wife. The doctor said there was no way that Jesus sent me is the way exactly, but I always so beautiful story. It really is. God bless you and thank you for the courage to do this. That's quite the journey and all my goodness.

Absolutely amazing study cover to buy the absolute beautiful woman Lynn Eldridge. Thank you very much and make you a lot of people get the book go to Linda Eldridge Lynn Eldridge.com. I also have a course there on time for a turnaround and also on Amazon. No Lynn Eldridge.com if I could change one thing you can say is many things where land all you